To give my benefactor Chen Shanshan

 Let me say here, thank you for Chen Shanshan, you are my benefactor .2004 May 23 to August 28 was a turning point for me. In the second grade junior high school is a big turning point, the second turning point was 2004 May to August.
from August 2004, I rapidly every day, thinking, ability, strength. If it is not working in the park at the time you make a decision, I would not see understand that this illusory love. I would not today figure out a path, the starting point of the channel, perhaps God is so arranged. I am now through this channel, with the fastest speed toward my starting point for the development. This Unreal love occupy my brain for 11 years, in 11 years during their primary and secondary schools is 100% occupied, second-year junior high school to college the second year is 80% occupied. you decide that, let me see the illusion of love, the release of my brain that 80% of the space, a brighter future, a vast space. then have the opportunity to develop this 80%, 80% of this space is your release, you gave me. In 2005 I was serious and treasure The development of this 80%, have the opportunity to develop so fast. Until now, the wide space before the development is less than 20%. So I said that three months is a big turning point, after the development and future development related to directly related to that time.
that if you were not making a decision, I will continue to live in that fantasy world of love, my thoughts, life, love, are illusory spent. Maybe Xu extraordinary for me even that 20% of the release will be out this unreal love swallowing. In such a case, a state of mind, an ideology, how do I come to face the community, how the development in society, 20-year-old man to 30 years old is too important, I will love the fantasy world of one minute of the waste this mess of thoughts and ideas, the consequences can be imagined.
life I will remember you in my most crucial time, as I release a piece of my brain space for 11 years, gave me a turning point, you are my benefactor.